Entities that experience through the senses
but have not yet realized Buddha-hood are
called sentient beings. These beings exist
in a state of apprehension, meaning their
egos, (survival instinct in animals), get in the
way of prehension, seeing things as they are,
in order that ego may survive and/or be
augmented by the perceived phenomena.
The survival instinct, which develops naturally
into ego in humans, is a governor or limiting
factor, whereby the ego struggles to fit
experience into the dogma of it’s beliefs, and
learned assumptions. The ego fundamentally
suspects it doesn’t exist, from which
apprehension springs, and also is the seed of
enlightenment, bodhicitta. From the desire to
understand springs philosophy, dogmatic
religion as well as scientific materialism, none
of which are helpful in knowing anything much.
Feeling separate, alienated from our lives is a
symptom generated by this apprehension that
arises from the belief in a self. It is the seed of
enlightenment because it is the inspiration of
the beginning the Buddhist path, the path of the
dissolution of the illusion of ego.
Some people say: “What would I do without
ego?” In Freudian terms, a healthy ego is the sign
of a healthy psyche. In reality, the illusion of self
is the only fundamental problem that human
beings have. Without it, there is no time lag
between prehension, intellect/intelligence, and
action. A dancer, a rap poet, and a professional
basketball player don’t have to think before they
act. In fact, they wouldn’t be able to perform
those functions if they tried to think about them
at the same time. Actors cannot be in character
and refer back to themselves (“how am I doing?”)
at the same time. Sometimes actors have the
problem of not being able to get out of character.
Their character becomes their ego. A complex
recognized by Freud, called the “Jarry complex”,
was named after the actor who adopted his
character, Pere Ubu, and wandered the streets of
Paris as that character. George C, Scott had a
nervous breakdown after playing Patton. Daniel
Day Lewis had problems after “Gangs of New
York.”
Unenlightened humans have personalities,
characters, that they have developed over the
course of their upbringing. It doesn’t matter if
that character thinks they are the greatest
person in the world, or the most miserable
wretch. Whether positive or negative, any
flavor of self reference is just ego delusion.