Edge Of Night

Almost asleep up later than normal 

what is normal living and doing during

the day sleeping at night so it’s close

but I can’t help feeling the cutting 

as time passes that maybe I won’t 

wake up tomorrow I remember people

I worked with that died and I always 

took their passing personally maybe 

I didn’t know them very well but better

than I thought because I do remember 

them even now and that they died which

is like going over the edge into night 

where we’ve spent much of eternity

already

so

if there is basic goodness of existence 

would you say nonexistence is also good

I would life and death meaning continuity 

even the monsters that kill people recycle

eventually no Utopia can be seen in the light.

Priorities

“You’ll have plenty of time to rest when you’re dead.”

Chogyam Trungpa to his students.

“Hasten slowly and you’ll soon arrive.” Tibetan saying

What are you doing with your life?

Ask a billionaire if they’re happy.

Will your last words be: “What was that?”

What does it mean to be human?

Have you ever had a class on that in school?

Belief is thinking you have the answer.

Maybe you should look around before it all goes away?

Parinirvana of Chogyam Trungpa April 4, 2025

 Thirty eight years have passed since you left

your body seems like no time at all in my heart

part of me stays with you.