not a flashback hallucination
driving ninety towards Barstow,
no, looking back and flashing on
what that time meant to me.
Consciously, semi-consciously...
intoxication stimulating memory…
listening to that music…
the smell of fresh cut alfalfa….
summer heat at night…the too
still air…crickets and owls…the
distant freight train…
…all night at the train station
drinking communion wine, burgled
from the Catholic Church in
Northfield…walking past dorms in
the morning with Peter, singing out
loud and getting yelled at.
The music was a big reason why that
time was so powerful…and, why this
time is not, from the “waky waky, eggs
and baky.” point of view.
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We had to backwash the filter for the
swimming pool, to wash the crap back
out through a drain, so, then, the filter
would once again work effectively.
I think LSD
did the same thing for the brain.
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Since life didn’t come with an instruction
manual, let’s face it, we’ve all been making
it up all along, or, we bought someone else’s
trip, and identified with that. Horribly simple
minded, no matter how smart we think we are.
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That’s why we did that….uh…the Sixties
…it was the beginning of evolution therapy,
although, we didn’t know that then. It was
like we discovered fire, but were only vaguely
aware of what it was for.