Koanoisseur Of Chaos

Watching "Magic Trip" movie of

Kesey's pilgrimage across America

is so familiar I was there in my own

moments of enforced letting go at

that time most of us were at the end

really of belief in American Dream

and that end was that that dream 

could have been real if everyone

would just wake up as we tried to do

and succeeded in as much as we'll 

never forget the ecstasies and 

freak-outs that branded us as outlaws

forever from perfection and a dead

order of existence unnatural and

foreign to the human spirit even as

now we try to get back to the

garden in so many ways and means

at our disposal ancient ones mostly

that planted humans in the now and

danced the humans to joy of life which

will always be revived each generation

no matter how strong the forces against it.