Conclusion Aforethought

I reached a conclusion….not like 

a thought or idea or concept….

it was more of a life conclusion…

.a body conclusion…..

that I don't have to struggle anymore….

and the moment I came to that conclusion…

I stopped….

which kinda opened up a new bag of 

worms for a while…

a little excitement of freedom…

.yada yada….

but, even, being free is nothing 

to get excited about….

you might get excited 

about not being enslaved….

I don't know. I'm not you.