Reprobate (pre-destined to damnation)

Might as well

could have been.

Pretty heavy karma

if you ask me.

You can change karma.

For example. my small

house is a palace to me...

to others, probably a hovel,

or, a novel.

This poem is reprobate,

but you don't see me crying.

Damned if you do,

damned if you don't,

so, yes, reprobate, but,

I think I'd rather go down

swinging...

...which I'm doing wildly now.